hey Diyu…
I’m sorry
we fought.
I don’t ever, ever want to fight with you. You mean the most to me — more than being right, more than anything.
This is me fighting for us instead.
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human still you
made at 2am by someone who couldn’t sleep without you
01 — straight from my heart
Baby,
you mean
the most
to me.
Hey Diyu, I’m sorry we fought.
I just wanna let you know — I don’t ever, ever wanna fight with you. You mean the most to me. This is me fighting for us.
Baby, I love you so much. Imagine us in Hamilton with each other, having the time of our life. I genuinely love you a lot, baby. Genuinely.
Baby, just stop acting this way. We have been together for 2.5 years and every single second has been the best for me. Come back, baby.
I promised we won’t fight. My wifey, my baby, and my everything.
This is my way of showing you that nothing is more important to me than you. You’re everything I need. You’re my comfort and my peace.
Come back, baby. I’m right here, and I’m not going anywhere.
02 — 2.5 years of receipts
Every single second
has been the best.
Two and a half years. I’ve gone looking for the bad ones and I genuinely can’t find them.





03 — and there’s still so much left
Close your eyes for a sec.
Imagine us at Hamilton.
You and me, side by side, lights going down. Both of us knowing every word. You grabbing my arm at the good part. Having the actual time of our life — together, like we always are.
HAMILTON
seatnext to you
datewhenever you say
no. U♥D · 2.5 yrs & counting
HAMILTON
seatnext to Diyu
dateI’ll be there early
holder: one very sorry boy
That night doesn’t happen without you in the other seat. Neither does any of the rest of it.
04 — the jar of things I miss
Pick one.
I have hundreds.
05 — okay. here goes.
Come back to me,
baby?
You’re my wifey, my baby and my everything. I’m not asking for a big conversation — I’m just asking for us. I love you so much, and I’m still fighting for this.
this is what I want back. all of it.
06 — okay, one last question
So… do you still
wanna break up?
go on then. click your answer, baby.
See? Even the button knew.
I was never going to let you click that one, baby. Not after 2.5 years. Not over one fight.
My wifey. My baby. My everything. My comfort and my peace.Call me the second you read this. I’ll pick up on the first ring, and this time I’ll just listen.
now come back to me, baby. I’m waiting. ♥
— your Udu, always